I created this a few months ago... When there was a lot of emotion and personal stuff going on, a lot of self-judgement and my art was my lifeline.. it was the only thing that I could hold on to. If I didn't have my art, I'm afraid of where I would be... What direction i'd be pointed at, what road i'd be leading.
At the time, I didn't realise it, but now I understand the emotion I had put into this at the time.
This image... well, I always come back to it. At the time, when things were stressful, or when I was teary and judging myself again, for things I control, I would go back to this image... self-conciously. It would be open, and I wouldn't remember opening it.
Now, I find myself going to something else... I find my friends, which I find that since that time, I've been blessed with many. Even if they don't all know the emotion in my life, they never hesitate to cry with me, or to listen to my crap.
So, this is dedicated to you guys:
=alais-photography
=blue-apples
*devils-horizon
*inPrint and
=3Heartcore
There are many others, but these 5 are the ones i'm most familiar with, who i've known the longest.
I can't start to say how much I love you. I used to think my heart wasn't big enough to love so many people, but meeting you guys, knowing you, talking to you almost everyday... it's taught me to believe that thats not true.
I love you.